so much to tell so little time

ok I'm taking summer class math! it suck but atleast I'll be done in 3 weeks. Also I have drawn many thins specially furry stuff but since i have no computer can't submitt anything. anyways...
also I have change my icon it was about freaking time hehehe

Oh how I miss everyone I have seen a lot of stuff hehehe but don't have the time to comment. so I'll let you know what up soon ok got a lot to tell hehehe.

I will submit a lot of goodies soon.
BTW I am also found in [link] and in furaffinity.net as illution.

oh well...
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~ Jeff's and I best friend

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I have merly Recovered from my Depression crisis... Staying at JEff's house has made me good. Still at night i get a little sab but thats ok cuz I know I'm not alone anymore... My mom will get home this sunday from Australia, lets hope for things to calm down.

I don't know what is with my stomach now.... I feel like I'm hungry but actualy I'm not, cuz just ate... and still that pain from hunger persists, and can't sleep with that. It has calm a little now, but still... weird.


I'm drawing Anthors now, but I'm out of Ideas, please would anyone ask for a request so I can keep up with furries I love Furries xD



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Well things aren;t going so well in my Fam... My mom is in Aoustralia for 3 weeks. SO the offpring was left behing to take care of the house and the little ones. Wich is ok i have no problem whats so ever with this. I do all my obligations back in the house as usual.
I've been staying at Jeff's house these days hehehe I behaved so far.... One day I was in my house with JEff and Ivy Warching a Inuyasha movie. After it ended I was going to go with JEff to stay there but my Older Brother Tony ( 22 ) He DId not let me go... so I went to a rapage and fought with him.. JEff almost got involved I was so afraid he touch Jeff... and if he ever dares to do so I sweart I kill him it does not matter if is my Brother. So Jeff the wisest was not to do so... I'm sorry hunny for all this is cousing you pain. But its not your foult at all ok. My Bro has nothing against you. I just went mad about me staying out side i don;t know why thou....

So I don;t wanna touch my house's floor for now don;t wanna C that idiot. My dads is frustrated about me being gay, he said he is ashamed and all.... I know I have to give him time but it hurts.

I'm in a facet of depression... and the one that makes it all go away is Jeffrey and his Family who is always there for me I feel like I have found a new family to count on I'm so happy on that side. ^_^

RIght now I need a lot of support cuz this what I'm going throu is not easy and i can fall deep into the depression and start crying (like yesterday, I had no one to confort me at the moment) I'm in need to constantly feel loved.

Proyects
Well I'm doing Wall Papers of my 7 Seals of Dragons characters ^_^ I have 5 so there is only one left... Tatsue koniwa... but I can't draw him anymore don't know why :confusion:
I bought a brand new big sketch book to dedicate it to draw Furries I've done a lot of them so far ^__^ I wanna submit them ALL!!!!!!
I also wanna make a few gift pics for some DA Friends ^__^


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Well guess what people? Jeff & I talked and fixed the missunderstandings, there are still some things but we are working them out.

Now that very same day I wrote the las Journal I Faced my Dad FINALLY!!! We Spoke about it. about JEff..... He will not Accept it Ever and he does not whant JEffrey to step into his house wich I don't Care..... All the Crap he spoke before he had to swallow it and shuv it up his A@#$.....

To make thing better Today at 4:00 am I was sleeping like a baby, Tired from work and had to wake up early for college.... so... at 4 am A FREAKING Centipede bite me behind the knee It hurts 0 times more than a sting from a bee. I'm scared cuz I don;t know if it was poisonus.... It was about 6 inches big maybe more.... it was very big. i COULD NOT SLEEP AND NOW i'M A WALKING ZOMBEE...


Got too much work to do also so I wont be around for some cuite time but I'll be cheking in when ever I get the chance. well Take care my friends... Lets hope I'm not dead from a poisoness....



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Why does it have to be this way?
Its been quite some time since Jeff Changed.

Still don't know the reason. But Still I love him more than anything in this world, more than I could possibly tell... but does he feels the same way? Why you always act like you don't care... do you still love me the same way you used to?..... Why are you so mean to me?..... Why I can't show you some fondness? am I that sticky?
....I've tried so many times but i can't... but this time i got no more choice... I'm giving him from hes own medicine... so if he won't listen to me then... I'll make you understand.
Its the only way but it totally hurting me cuz i melt every time I see him.
Today I spent 2 hours at his house... he ignored me for a complete hour... so I slept on his bed while he went to take a bath... he was in there for 45 minutes...so I got tired of waiting and prepared my self to leave (he had to go to work in 15 minutes) right before leaving he went to me hugging me and trying to make me horny.. but I acted like if I didn't want it... like I don't care.... he got mad and pushed me away.... Now I regret every minute I acted like that, cuz I really wanted to hug him, I wanted to kiss him and all.

and thats when I'm hurt... I cannot do this...
I'm sorry JEff but I had no choice i got so mad for being ignored... it the last thing i ever expected from you... We need to talk this out without getting mad or not trying to understand. lets put our point up front and the we might understand each other please understand I love you... I love you so FU@#% MUCH... I could not bare to lose you JEff

oh well...
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